What have I done?

Ok, weeks have gone by since I have written. This is usually the case in my Journals. What am I doing in my life, I ask myself? Who the hell wants to read a blog about someone who is floundering in their life? Their life, his life, my life. This is MY life right? The only one who has control of it is me. And why am I not taking control of it? I have no idea. Boohoo. Video games. Are they a waste of time? Should I be doing better things with my time? Why do I lack a social life? Because I am not where I want to be. Bugger.

Ok, everyone has a mentor right? Someone they really look up to, right? Does this go for relationships?

Ok, I am going to do something, what am I waiting for any way. Not really sure. This can be a little bit of a pisser, when you have a whole lot of questions and a whole lot of no answers. More on that later.

Right now I am trying to get a certificate in the MyOwn Business Program, and my Bartender's liscense. I am going to try and complete the Bartender one by monday. The Business cert. I am doing two seperate business plans for so it will take me longer.